I am Heart Broken, however when an addiction is uncovered and brought out into the light it can never be fully hidden again.
Today my husband owned his addiction and graciously accepted the consequences of his addiction which will include going to prison for up to 34 months.
Over 10 months ago his addiction turned our lives completely upside down. Now that it is in the open the light of Christ can work in his life and the shame that comes with the addiction can be surrendered and he an start repairing his life.
I have no idea what the future holds for my family but I know that I have no control and GOD has a plan.
Please understand that I have a young man with Autism who does not fully understand what has happened and hears everything said around him and remembers everything.
I am not ready to talk about the details of the addiction, the events that caused the consequences or the future of my family at this time. I am not sure that I will ever be able to discuss those candidly with anyone.
I ask that you be understanding the need of my space and privacy as I grieve and figure out the next steps for Harrison, Nicole and I while my husband deals with his consequences and issues.